Lord here I am before You on my knees.
All these wounds within my heart you see.
Broken again, I can't pretend.
I'm holding on to what's gone wrong.
You can make it right...
Only You can make it right.
& You said "lay it down; lay them all down. Cos I will provide. Leave these tears behind."
Saturday, October 5, 2013
, 6:36 AM
& yesterday Aunty Shalini just asked me when I'm going to Nepal... She went "next year?" Haha it's like as if she can tell that it's been always on my mind. But when she said that, I just know that God still remembers and He will bring it to pass. Cos I deserve the best; cos He loves me so. :)
Sunday, September 29, 2013
, 5:28 PM
What a meaningful Sunday :)
Spent the morning in church with mummy and had a blessed talk with
Pastor Choo & Pastor Kian Cheng. Glad mummy is opening up. Divine divine appointments. So grateful to God that He is changing and renewing me. Indeed a year of change! What's exciting is that it's not just a year of change for me but for the people around me as well.
Went to NUH to visit Gabriel. He is diagnosed with leukemia and his liver isn't functioning too well. When he saw the little card I wrote to him, he lit up. Now I guess only the Word of God can encourage him. Will write more! Gabriel's my mummy's best friend's son. Can't wait for him to get well!
After which went Ichiban Boshi with mummy cos I have a free meal upon completion of the card. And praise God cos I get a free spin and won $80 voucher! Hehee free meals coming up again! See, i deserve the best cos I'm superbly loved by Jesus!
Now going home to rest and getting mentally prepared for work and school next week on!
Pastor Kian Cheng's going back to Thailand to continue what God has called him for; miss him a little but I know that he'll be back soon! So glad I had the chance to pray for him.
Prepping for my K2 kids graduation gifts too! A lot of rainbows to make!
Expecting a lot a lot more for God ❤️
Sunday, September 15, 2013
, 9:40 PM
I miss him miss him miss him miss him.
Really didnt think that it would come to this.
Yet at the back of my mind is self-control. Cos I cannot be who I was yesterday.
I haven't proven to myself that this will be different.
So if maintaining a platonic relationship is difficult, let's not text at all.
Not bad, gonna past 2 weeks soon. Not the time that matters; but the state of my emotions.
Thank You God, change is happening. :)
Okay, done. Move on Eileen move on.
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
, 9:33 PM
Just at this moment now, I wish I had a boyfriend who is gonna call me and talk to me on the phone till I fall asleep and send a sweet in the morning when I wake up again. Just, for this moment...
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Make my heart Your Sanctuary.
Proudly in Charis Tabernacle
"Surely your goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
forever."
Cos He loves you and I soo much :)
Friday, November 8, 2013
, 9:20 PM
Lord here I am before You on my knees.
All these wounds within my heart you see.
Broken again, I can't pretend.
I'm holding on to what's gone wrong.
You can make it right...
Only You can make it right.
& You said "lay it down; lay them all down. Cos I will provide. Leave these tears behind."
Saturday, October 5, 2013
, 6:36 AM
& yesterday Aunty Shalini just asked me when I'm going to Nepal... She went "next year?" Haha it's like as if she can tell that it's been always on my mind. But when she said that, I just know that God still remembers and He will bring it to pass. Cos I deserve the best; cos He loves me so. :)
Sunday, September 29, 2013
, 5:28 PM
What a meaningful Sunday :)
Spent the morning in church with mummy and had a blessed talk with
Pastor Choo & Pastor Kian Cheng. Glad mummy is opening up. Divine divine appointments. So grateful to God that He is changing and renewing me. Indeed a year of change! What's exciting is that it's not just a year of change for me but for the people around me as well.
Went to NUH to visit Gabriel. He is diagnosed with leukemia and his liver isn't functioning too well. When he saw the little card I wrote to him, he lit up. Now I guess only the Word of God can encourage him. Will write more! Gabriel's my mummy's best friend's son. Can't wait for him to get well!
After which went Ichiban Boshi with mummy cos I have a free meal upon completion of the card. And praise God cos I get a free spin and won $80 voucher! Hehee free meals coming up again! See, i deserve the best cos I'm superbly loved by Jesus!
Now going home to rest and getting mentally prepared for work and school next week on!
Pastor Kian Cheng's going back to Thailand to continue what God has called him for; miss him a little but I know that he'll be back soon! So glad I had the chance to pray for him.
Prepping for my K2 kids graduation gifts too! A lot of rainbows to make!
Expecting a lot a lot more for God ❤️
Sunday, September 15, 2013
, 9:40 PM
I miss him miss him miss him miss him.
Really didnt think that it would come to this.
Yet at the back of my mind is self-control. Cos I cannot be who I was yesterday.
I haven't proven to myself that this will be different.
So if maintaining a platonic relationship is difficult, let's not text at all.
Not bad, gonna past 2 weeks soon. Not the time that matters; but the state of my emotions.
Thank You God, change is happening. :)
Okay, done. Move on Eileen move on.
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
, 9:33 PM
Just at this moment now, I wish I had a boyfriend who is gonna call me and talk to me on the phone till I fall asleep and send a sweet in the morning when I wake up again. Just, for this moment...
